If I could do anything...
If I wasn't prone to hesitation I would:
- buy a mac book pro
- go to school for cooking and carpentry
- learn more and actively trade
- buy a wide angle and other fancy lenses
- buy a new blog template
- go to Oona River more often- somehow
- buy a boat- with comfy cushions, lots of space, light and warmth
- work less and spend more time out there
- visit my brother and lots of other folks around town
- go to music festivals
- take more spiritual courses
- read
- be more loving, friendly and affectionate
That's what is really on my mind these days. Dreaming. The shutdown is looming and I can't wait for the freedom of a month and a half to wonder as I please. The restlessness is heart wrenching- I need to work on some meditations or something to calm it down. Ah well, I have two days off now to breath.
I'm attempting to read A Course in Miracles- the first lesson of the workbook is "Nothing I see means anything"- ex. This door does not mean anything. Hmmm.
